The whole Ph.D thing has never been easy for me. Ever since I started to do experiments, I gradually lose my mind. I guess I am constantly stressed out. So far, nothing has worked yet. I hate my lab for every ill in my experiment. My PI's constant scolding and belittling only make me bitter.
A blossom from the cherry blossom, or sakura, gives me little comfort. I guess I am happy the minute I left Connecticut for DC. I am yet more depressed on my way back.
Yet life needs to go on. And life sucks.
I am only praying for my experiments to work so that I can see the light of graduation.
西江月 樱
仙云堕影野水，吉野粉黛荒湾。
轻雪不掩蝶舞欢，绛染烟霞锦缎。
几处枝垂彼岸，零星松月阑干。
风揉雨汲五更残，山雀只啼春暖。
